Even though you know there's the other side, that's not what you see and that's not what you get. And even though there's a lot of stuff you know consciously, that other part of your head that's still telling you, "Be thinner, be thinner;" it's still there.

I feel like I'm huge compared to models. Sometimes I feel like things would be better if I was thinner.

People feel like they have a right to catcall or whatever, as if I had put on a nice skirt for them.

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